Wish List

1. Own an ICD-SX713/R Sony Audio recorder
2. Own an FTCL(Fellowship of Trinity College London) cert with "High Honor"
3. Get to perform in a live concert in petronas philharmonic concert hall
4. Get to educate people up to Yamaha Grade 3 and FTCL
5. Get to travel to Italy/German/New Zealand
6. Get to join an international Piano competition and obtain first prize with an award
7. Get to at least climb and reach the peak of Mount kinabalu
8. Get to sell own piano album throughout the world
9. Own a Recording studio
10.Own a Yamaha Music School/Academy
11.Have a family(wife and 4 kids)
12.Have a nice country home with 3 cars and 2 boats
13.Have and Own the Love and Mercy of the lord
14.Own a charity home with free music education for the poor.
15.Own a Private company
16.Go to Heaven and meet the Lord

It is the will of GOD what it should be but GOD gave me decision and choice at the same time. May HE gives me wisdom

I think i know what to do next

What i am about to get serious at now is Composition and Performing Arts and Teaching Methods. I am thrilled at the technique of composition of the famous composers and how interesting it can be and at the same how to Perform a best at its best AND AT THE SAME TIME ! You'll learn what your student needs to know about playing music ! Walaa all these 3 combine is such a heavenly thing to do !

November and December down the road

Its been one week now at left 17days to go back kuching. Time really do move fast. It feels like i just came back from there yesterday. Well, things have to move on eventually no matter what is the outcome because time never wait a person. Few more days ~~~

On the 19th will be the production for the Drama club. I wonder what they are up to right now. I hope they are doing their good job and i am hoping the best out of them. Seriously i will never think of going back to my old position because its such a responsible you have to put on your shoulder. No matter you are doing something or nothing its just that you feel responsible for the club. *feeling nostalgic at the moment* Lets just pray and watch.

Concert is coming up. DAMN ! i havent even practice the homework my piano teacher gave me. I really want to go and practice over night. These few days going out with with parents and friends even in the afternoon. Everyday wake around 10am, no wonder i'm getting fatter(my dad says so) I really need to cut on carbs and sugar. MORE VEGE =D. Speaking of Piano i was given the opportunity to go Kelana jaya at Petaling Jaya nearby KL for a month of NTTP(new teacher teaching program). Now having trouble finding place to stay. Hope i get a good place. Anyway after my concert on the 12dec i will be back labuan on the 13th because i need to go back labuan fast and settle down then go singapore for a trip then prepare to go for my dream. A big preparation have to start with a great vacation =P.

Anyway its 1.30am now. Just now went out from 7pm go dinner with colleagues then go help with moving their things to their new room(got something hpn) sooooo after that very tired we all go yamcha then talk talk talk talk talk untill 1am. Hahaha Anyway i think after this i need to practice some of my songs.

Thanks for reading ya =). Take care ~

The big step

Recently i have made a big step in my life and that is my future career. Since I'm a kid I've always wanted to be a doctor, or a lawyer, or a pilot. Those big ambition that most of the kids wanted to be. This all due to parent's influences and not their own wants. They are to young to think maturely what they wanted in their life and who they going to be. I think kids nowadays have turn themselves well blend into the current generation who always thinks that money is everything and money can buy everything. Well folks ! that generation might be my generation but not everyone wanted to follow their parent's choice. I on the other hand tried my best to be different among my friends in class. I wanted to be someone who is dedicated to music as in teaching, performing and enjoying it for the rest of my life ! =).



Now I've realize that i have wasted a lot money back in Swinburne but thing is i never regret of going there. Whats special about that place is not just the peacefulness but the friends i made there. They are so special that its hard for me to make decision to move on to my dreams. It made me some tear drops in my eye. Surely enough if my future will cross path we'll meet each other again someday. Hoping those days will not be long after i continue my own dreams. I will miss all those fun,crazy,lovely,emo, and angry days. Though knowing some of them for only not more than 2 years, its already seems like a story enough to tell like from a harry potter book. From most of my friends that i hangout with are with Greg(lots of nicknames)followed by Clement(lengzai aka mate aka man aka dude) followed by Alan(baby besar aka lenlen) followed by Tim(Taigo) followed by Foo(not available) followed by Mark(Big bro aka tauke) then a lot more which i seldom go out with. Well i guess its time all of us take our own lead and just continue what we suppose to do in our life.



Now time has come that all of us need see the future holds in our hand. We have quite a number of digits left to continue living on earth. Engineering is obviously not the type of field i want to spent with the rest of my life. Its music make me live and music make me happy and music creates me to be me. I love what i'm doing and enjoying it so much. My plan is, i want to spend my time in a music school and then takes some few trips outside Malaysia and maybe perform somewhere near. I am not expecting to perform in such a big place but i'm enjoying when people enjoy my music.

Life is about what you create. What you see, what you hold, what you feel, what you think, what you manifest. Its what you'll get in Life. GOD gave you the answer to the right path on your hand and use it wisely.

This is specially made as requested from someone who is potential of reading my blog =P luv ya ~

What should you do when you're down?

The fact that some people said life is not fair because they went through a lot of things that doesn't please them in their life itself. I on the other hand won't say life is not fair but life itself is how it suppose to be at the beginning.

At one moment we could see people have more suffering than us, more pain and more miserable life. This is just a plan that have been drawn by the 'almighty one'. See if we could avoid this plan, and if you do can, then you are the chosen one(like you know who).

So whatever we do never say "I hate my life" or "Shit happens" but you must appreciate it with all your heart because that is what you suppose to get. Me on my side when I'm depress i would say a lot of things but i don't swear to life. I would just seek for help and find my way to be happy, that is all i need.

When things are not at pace find a place in your head where you can turn sadness to joy. Well not in a 'flick' of course =) But slowly you will remain compose in happiness and stable life. I am an optimist is true but its not all i'm looking into logic and reality but i just follow faith that is all.

Love of mine ~

This is what i think of love is;

World doesn't looked like it has it's own value because only both of us can create that value and that is the value of Love. There is nothing can be compared with the love i have with you than with others. Its like a burning flame in me that keeps on warming my dearly heart. Why? That feeling seems to get even comfortably warm when you're with me because i can see stars around you waiting to lit up someones heart. Can we share that burning flame in us ? I feel i want to be so close with you and cover you with my love all around you. Feeling of Hugging the entire body top to bottom. I feel so secured and at the same time protecting you. I felt the atmosphere around us are so full with vibes but good ones. Reminds me of having the freedom of flying like the eagle in the sky.

Your hair
Your smile
Your eyes
Your voice
Your time with me
Your care
Your feeling
Your touch; &
Your Love =)

I love you and will always will no matter what


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I really have a lot things to put out but i think i'm lazy. Will do after i got the motivation, that is.